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I don’t even know where to begin.
The last month of my life has been so shocking and surreal. I feel as though I’ve been in a dream… More like a nightmare but… Still.
As you guys know, I had surgery for an endometrioma on April 3rd. It went really well and my recovery was going really well. I started to finally feel better, even well enough to go to a three day class that I had been so looking forward to. I got my period on that Sunday and I was so excited because it meant I…Continue
I saw my doctor today and the follow up after my surgery went well but now I have a big decision to make.
I didn't think I had a big decision to make, but you know me. I love creating strife where there is none. I thought we had agreed that I would be starting clomid immediately after getting my period.. which could be any day now. But now I'm feeling conflicted. My SO is so lax about the whole thing that I feel as though I'm making huge life altering decisions all on my own.…Continue
I can’t breathe because I’m waiting for you.
Every second of my day is spent in this whirlwind, in this black hole, this obsession fueled string of moments that just.. keep… stringing…. along.
We are not in this together. We are not on the same team. I am.. I am in this. That’s it.
I am hurting. And because I’m hurting I turn my back on this. On this place that’s supposed to be mind, that IS mine, that I created for me and…Continue
This month had a lot packed into it and I am still trying to recuperate from my “grannies gone wild” bachelorette weekend. Correction, I was the only pseudo granny there who felt liberated from my hole (otherwise known as the house I never leave). I haven’t felt that hungover in almost 5 years, and I didn’t even drink! Who knew chain drinking red bulls and chain smoking cigarettes could be that detrimental to your health! Oh wait, everyone knew.
Regardless, the weekend was fantastic…Continue