you can't help but wish it would slow down. He was told yesterday three months, maybe up to six. I've known this for a while in my heart and after speaking with the doctor the other day. In my gut I don't think he will make it to April, but he has surprised us so many times he will probably prove me wrong. :) He was pretty calm telling me this while I visited him last night. I already knew so I was able not to become a blubbering mess. I mean we are all going to die, it is just a fact of…

There, I said it even though it is hard to utter those words out loud. It is amazing that I started this blog because of a shocking pregnancy and I needed an outlet to talk, then the death of my Mom, my own health issues and now my dad.…

In your spare time today can you ______? You can all fill that in as you choose, running an errand, making something, or making phone calls. Are you Continue reading here.

That is what happened to me today. Since tomorrow is Mother's Day, I made my Mom a box with silk flowers for her grave. I always gave my Mom flowers or plants for Mother's Day and the tradition did not end when she died. I took the kids to visit my Dad and then we headed to the cemetery. We cleaned off her stone and put down the flowers. The five of us stood there quiet for a moment then Nick broke down because he misses her so much, which in turn had Allison crying. …