The one thing I haven’t talked about on here yet is the one reason why I started writing.

Let me let you in on a little secret. I had a blog 2 years ago. My first blog. I found out I was pregnant and have never been so happy. Every second of every day was filled with pure joy. We weren’t planning it, but it was as if we had been waiting our entire lives for that one moment. The moment when one little symbol made my heart explode.

I started a blog about my pregnancy because I…

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I was going to start this blog on a positive note, one of reflection and triumph. But I’m not feeling it. Simple as that.  I have a lot to celebrate, a lot to be grateful for, but in this moment, I feel worthless. It’s a hard emotion to overcome. Have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough? For anyone? And if you really felt like you weren’t good enough for anything or anyone, you start to think, or know that this emotion can’t possibly spread to every area of your life and…

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To my beautiful daughters, I love you forever.

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I know, I know.  I'm way too sensitive sometimes.  Here's my newest example.



I'm sure you all remember my heartbreak over how moving away means withdrawing Logan from daycare and his best friend Tyler (as outlined here).  Today I dropped Logan off to a blanket-dragging Tyler who immediately…

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Breaking my heart....

 

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Stay@HomeDads(Moms too)

What I Know For Sure

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Last night I cried tossed and turned

Woke up with dry eyes

My mind was racing 

Feet were pacing

Lord help me please tell me what I have gotten into

Ran my three miles to clear my mind

It always helps me out

It's my therapy when I'm losing

Which is usually.... hey....



I'm on an emotional rollercoaster

Loving you ain't nothin' healthy

Loving you was never good for me



Yesterday I told myself I was gonna be okay

Gonna start a new day… Continue

This isn't finished, but this is what I started writing while I was in El Paso. I haven't finished because humor aside, this ordeal is painful at the least and so writing about it..... not the easiest thing. I hope you enjoy. This starts from the beginning and should fill in any holes.



Cautionary Tale



This is my story



I'm 26, I have a three year old son and I am in El Paso, Texas with my boyfriend who does not want me. Wanna know what's funny ? I knew that before I…

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Most of us know all too well what it means to have a "crush" on someone. And unfortunately, we also know that it's not called a "crush" for nothin' since someone's heart is generally the thing that's actually crushed. This infatuation with another person can occur at all different ages and apparently can even happen as young as second grade. Yeah, second…

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