My life has been put on hold. Temporarily.
I didn’t mean this to happen.
I never mean this to happen.
But life has put a giant obstacle in my way, a humongous boulder right in the middle of the path I was traveling along, a seemingly impossible hurdle to conquer, one that has stopped me dead in my tracks.
I can’t see my life beyond this point.
All I can do is hope, and have faith that I will make it through.
I am not a person who allows herself to feel helpless. I like to be prepared. I like to put up a fight. I don’t like to be defeated by an unworthy opponent.
But right now, there is absolutely nothing I can do to prepare myself for the obstacle I must face.
You see, in about four hours time I am going to have an ultrasound on my liver. To see if the cancer I was diagnosed with five years ago has spread there.
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